Not autobiographically, I heard someone say “a stocking full of pain” and this is what happened.

Wishing you the worst this Christmas
I hope your stocking’s stuffed with coal
I hope you’re tired of all the bustle
And crowds and family take their toll.
Wishes for the worst of the Season
May all your Christmas fears come true
Hoping Christmas morning finds you
Wishing I were there with you.
I offered you the best this Christmas
Gifts of all my love and care
It’s the worst that you’re alone at Christmas
And I hate wishing that I were there.
But if you won’t accept my best for Christmas
Worst wishes are all I have to share.